I am looking for

Actually, I know what kind of man I want! But I can't find him! Sometimes, I feel my demand is so high. But I really want him. He is such that smart I can adore. He dote me always. And care about me always. Yes, maybe I am looking for the perfect man. Is the reason that I read a lot of fairy tale? I am looking for the prince in the fairy tale? I don’t know! I don’t want to know! Maybe I will change my idea in the future time! But I don’t care. At least, I am waiting for his appearance.
Sometimes, I think over about that. There is not that man in the world! I am wasting my time! Yes, maybe, who knows! So, I don’t want to fall in love with anyboby.
Now, I know the only thing I can do is do all my best to make myself perfect. Yes, from now on. Do my best and don’t worry about the result.